Starting
Over
It seems
like all I ever write about is starting over. And here I go again.
I hit a wall
over the past couple of weeks… I suppose I hit it Friday, I’ve been going at it
for a while now. I’ve been shadowing my business partner’s work times and should
not have been. I think he was feeling guilty about going to Mexico for a week
in our busy time. He shouldn’t. So what he was doing was trying to work every
day up to that time so he didn’t feel guilty. And I followed along.
So I
neglected a lot over that time…. About 7 weeks. And now I have to start again.
Its not
anyone’s fault but my own. I lacked self discipline to stand up and do what I
needed to do to get through the time.
Wanna know
what the wall was? My son was in a very minor car accident last week on the
Niagara Parkway. I can’t even help him with his deductible from the insurance
company. That was the wall. That was all it was but to me it is a huge wall. Indescribably
huge.
So how am I
starting again? Les Brown talks about how hard it is to start again. Starting
again over and over and over again. Do I want my life to be easier? Yes indeed!
I am not going to start again. I started today by going to a training meeting
for ACN and am starting my piquing tomorrow. Why tomorrow? Well I do believe in
routine. I also believe in my energy cycles. It will be much easier for me to
contact 2 people tomorrow morning than in the evening.
This is a
short post but necessary. Hold my feet to the fire….
